1) I have no idea what I'm doing, but I know how I got here.
2) I love my daughter.
That's about all. I still love my life. Please don't misunderstand when you read back on this.
My life can be compared to a puzzle. Some of the edges have been put together. And some of the obvious pieces are together and put off to the side for later head scratching. But most of the pieces are just scattered about. I can see all the pieces scattered on the floor. And I don't have the box that it came in to help me see what the puzzle will look like when finished. If I don't have the photo of the finished product, it becomes difficult to look over and see if I'm on the right track.
Usually, when I get stumped on a puzzle I will group all like colors or patterns together and go from there.
So, I suppose I can do the same for my life by asking myself questions. What do I want my life to look like? How do I want to feel? (obvious) Where do I want to be? Who do I want in my life? What type of people do I want to surround myself with? This is a lot to absorb and it's late. I think I will break each puzzling question into a separate blog starting tomorrow. Hopefully this will help me sort out my feelings and any sadness that I am feeling.